Current mood:	sore
Current music:	ictus- impervim

Master of Procrastination.
The past couple weeks have been kind of uneventful. I ended up withdrawing from VCD II because it was too much. I had been doing 6 hrs of homework a day, 7 days a week. I wasn't doing well in either of my VCD classes and I decided to take VCD II this summer. I think it was the right decision for sure. 1/3 of summer is going to be rough now but whatever, it is nice to be able to focus on something outside of myself. Distractions aren't so bad I've been learning.

I have been feeling old lately. My body aches and I can't overcome this weak cold I have had since November. I feel responsible? I've noticed a much more rational thought process in myself lately. I almost feel dull. Not quite as sharp or passionately jealous and crazy as I used to be. It's okay. I also kind of feel numb. I'm not really feeling too many strong emotions lately, where I feel like I should be. I guess that is a good thing.


I am still waiting for the snow to melt for the summer. I want to start planting tomatoes, cucumbers and ginger in my garden. I want to have bonfires. I want to ride my bike in the dark with my friends and feel the sun on my skin when I am outside rather than a biting cold. The past couple days have been an exception but it's just a tease.

:(

I'm just ready for a change. I'm bored!

Photobooth boredom today under the cut




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